Suzanne, 21
Brighton, UK
English Literature student
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Asked by Anonymous Anonymous
Obviously not a fan of self-interpretation hah.
It meant I felt shit.
I felt shit because I felt trapped.
I felt trapped because things sucked in my home life and when that happens I can’t escape because I have no money and no family and I have to sit and deal with it, and sometimes it’s too hard to deal with and I can’t function any more.
I want to be ‘rescued’ = I want a method of escape, or someone to deal with everything for me until it’s bearable again.
Things are not so bad now and I found a way to cope until it passed. Life has decided to take aim from a different direction today, but my defenses are stronger on that side >:D
I’m thankful that those moments of non-functioning are so much rarer than they used to be, and that I became so strong in other aspects.
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY