Asked by Anonymous Anonymous

Who is "she"? And, do you not communicate with people when you're sad?

‘She’ is my flatmate/ex/whatever the current label is.

Communication is a complex thing for me and sometimes I can’t stand to talk to certain categories of people or individuals due to anxiety/sadness/anger/whatever while I’m happy to scream and shout and laugh with others, and vice versa. Nothing anyone can do about it including the people themselves, that’s just how I function. I currently have about 6 people to get back to who I’ve stopped talking to through no fault of their own. That probably makes me a dick in the eyes of the rest of the world but I would rather stay silent than be false and end up hurting myself AND them.

On the occasion I was referring to, it wasn’t me with the communication issue. She’s pretty much the only person in the world who I could talk to forever and never run out of things to say or make me too anxious to open my mouth.

NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY