Suzanne, 21
Brighton, UK
English Literature student
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How to identify a depressed antigender:
- in bed
- doesn’t want to talk to anyone
- simultaneously falls into self-loathing because no one ever makes an effort to talk to her/invites her out
even though it’s probably her own fault
- avoids social networks like the plague
- spends hours obsessively playing stupid computer games like the sims just to take her mind off life
- has nightmares of accidently eating meat/self-harm/ED shit which kind of sucks considering she sleeps to escape those thoughts
- sleeps during the day, stays awake all night feeling helpless to do anything with her life
- misses seminars and lectures thus making her feel even shittier about herself because she still can’t function like a normal human being
- stops eating followed by inevitable binging
- barely drinks anything because she’ll wake people up
- spends hours making lists
- sees no way out
- rinse repeat for days and days and days…
oh hey apparently nothing’s changed since I was a teenager. guess I’m still just an emo little shit after all that.
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY